Self defeat...

I knew I would have a very hard time with a challenge like this and as much as I'd hoped to just breeze through it I prayed it would not be a massive failure of willpower, which is was.

As badly as I want to prove to myself I am capable of a personal challenge like this I've prove I am almost incapable of doing ANY art not specifically part of an active tattoo design...because, hell, I've been busy tattooing!

Truth be told...I want to finish this successfully....and if I had my way i would sit all day and night and crank-out art, but what does that prove, that under-pressure (and only under pressure) I can come through?

I will ponder my options...maybe since Saturday's appointments are light I may get cranking...but don't bet on it.

November is another month and another opportunity to get this done.